I am so sorry my posts have been depressing as of late. I want so badly to say things are okay but I am wondering if they really are. I am going to keep my relationship with frank out of this for now. If things change I will bring it up but for now I'm going to focuse on megan!
So I'm going to focuse on happy news. I got a job today and they even said I could start as a shift leader! If the head boss says no she said a few months as a crew member then manager which is fine since i've worked fast food before but never at this particular resturant. I'm excited becuase its not a franchise store so I could possibly transfer to another store at a later date in illinois!! Yay!! things are looking up for me!
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Blarg
Another day where I feel rather numb. I want to see frank so bad I'm sick of being away from him I'm hoping I can convince him to let me stay with a friend so I can be with him even if its only a few nights a week :(. I don't know I can only hope right now. If he says no i have an interview for tomorrow so yay.
I'll probably post more later my mind is spinning a little and I can't focuse I suddenly feel pretty down :(
I'll probably post more later my mind is spinning a little and I can't focuse I suddenly feel pretty down :(
Monday, May 6, 2013
A better day
So today's been a better day. Yesterday dad set me up on his computer since mine isn't working (grr) and after chilling out for a few hours after I woke up i put in applications to try to find a job and then helped dad plant an oak tree in honor of my half brother who passed away after birth and then weeded my step mom's garden. It was fun just talking to dad about the future and hope and what not. I touched an earth worm and got girly about it he seemed amused.
After we were done i washed up and went to post on forums for a little bit before going down and having dinner which we watched the newest once upon a time. Thats a pretty epic show so I plan on watching it with them every week while i'm here. I talked to frank a little and am excited to go to ACEN next week. Its going to be sooooooo much fun! Anyway i am probably going to submit more applicatoins and then go on to rping and crash for the night.
Parting picture my background on dad's computer:
After we were done i washed up and went to post on forums for a little bit before going down and having dinner which we watched the newest once upon a time. Thats a pretty epic show so I plan on watching it with them every week while i'm here. I talked to frank a little and am excited to go to ACEN next week. Its going to be sooooooo much fun! Anyway i am probably going to submit more applicatoins and then go on to rping and crash for the night.
Parting picture my background on dad's computer:
Sunday, May 5, 2013
Hardest thing...
So Frank and I decided to go with the plan and have me move. this was the hardest thing I have ever had to do was leave frank yesturday. I pretty much laid in bed and cried all night last night missing him but talking to him a couple times has made it easier. I really do not want to lose him and hope we can make it threw this. Its a short post to day because i"m still feeling incrediably low. I'll post tomorrow hopefully a better one.
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
ARGH
SOOO interview update:
Interview one went HORRIBLE. I sat down and WAITED two minuets and he walked up said he wasn't interested because of something on my applicaotion and thanked me for my time and said I should try again in a few months.
heh.. right I'm REALLY going to want to work for someone who wont even let me explain what he was unhappy about! Ugh WHAT EVER. The big complaint was I didn't work for 2.5 years. Because i was a HOUSE WIFE. -_- what ever.
Anyway I went to my friends house to just vent and stop crying from frustration then drove to my other interview. I sat for about an hour waiting to be seen but they were so short staffed and asked me to come back 4 hours later. SOOO I went home, took a nap, THEN went back, sat around another thirty minuets before he sat down.
He seemed impressed with me I read him write 'hard working and dedicated' on the sheet so that was great positivity. I'm going in tomorrow after I get off work for a second interview and HOPEFULLY will get heired. Cross your fingers guys!
Love you!!!!!!!!!
Here's another Doctor Who Pic for you:
Interview one went HORRIBLE. I sat down and WAITED two minuets and he walked up said he wasn't interested because of something on my applicaotion and thanked me for my time and said I should try again in a few months.
heh.. right I'm REALLY going to want to work for someone who wont even let me explain what he was unhappy about! Ugh WHAT EVER. The big complaint was I didn't work for 2.5 years. Because i was a HOUSE WIFE. -_- what ever.
Anyway I went to my friends house to just vent and stop crying from frustration then drove to my other interview. I sat for about an hour waiting to be seen but they were so short staffed and asked me to come back 4 hours later. SOOO I went home, took a nap, THEN went back, sat around another thirty minuets before he sat down.
He seemed impressed with me I read him write 'hard working and dedicated' on the sheet so that was great positivity. I'm going in tomorrow after I get off work for a second interview and HOPEFULLY will get heired. Cross your fingers guys!
Love you!!!!!!!!!
Here's another Doctor Who Pic for you:
Already missed a day? What?!
lol! So I realize I already missed a day. Bad Megan! Sorry guys yesturday was one of the most insane days of my life I was only on my computer at midnight turning on Dilbert so I could go to sleep. Seriously?! Megan didn't go on her computer all day?! No freaking way its the end of the world!!!
But seriously guys! I was driving to the library like I always do planning on siting around twiddling my thumbs when I had to ask WHY?! Why the heck am I doing this? I should TRY to not move, try to stay with frank. So I figure to try to get another job!
Now it was pretty early in the morning. I drove to one shopping center and it was 8:30. Most of the stores opened at nine. So I played on my phone for thirty minuets enjoying the (at the time) cool weather. After that I drove to another one annoyed that stores don't open earlier and I was already up and ready to find a job! Grr! So I drove to a shopping complex where I had worked at a movie theater and remembered that one of the resturants was a 24/7 one so I'm like. 'dude I can work third shift!' so what do I do ? I go in fill out an app and talk to the manager expressing my interest in third shift. Turns out someone who worked at the theater with me was there! Good thing we got along! So we talked and caught up while I worked on my app and I turned it in and I have an interview there at 4!
After that I went to a mall that was about 30 minuets away form my house and walked around for 2 hours putting applications in when I happened across another restruant with a rainforest theme ;). I filled it out talked to the manager and she was talking about me only working friday nights saturday and sundays until I get my feet wet. This would be good since I'm working at a candy store mostly during week days and friday mornings! I have that interview in 45 minuets. I plan on posting (if i have time.. wonder if blogger has an android app) if I get the jobs or not. After that I might go hang out with my friends or go home and sleep.
I've had a horrible migrane since last night :( anyway .. I better go mentally prepare for my first interview. LOVE YOU GUYS!
Ready for my interviews!
But seriously guys! I was driving to the library like I always do planning on siting around twiddling my thumbs when I had to ask WHY?! Why the heck am I doing this? I should TRY to not move, try to stay with frank. So I figure to try to get another job!
Now it was pretty early in the morning. I drove to one shopping center and it was 8:30. Most of the stores opened at nine. So I played on my phone for thirty minuets enjoying the (at the time) cool weather. After that I drove to another one annoyed that stores don't open earlier and I was already up and ready to find a job! Grr! So I drove to a shopping complex where I had worked at a movie theater and remembered that one of the resturants was a 24/7 one so I'm like. 'dude I can work third shift!' so what do I do ? I go in fill out an app and talk to the manager expressing my interest in third shift. Turns out someone who worked at the theater with me was there! Good thing we got along! So we talked and caught up while I worked on my app and I turned it in and I have an interview there at 4!
After that I went to a mall that was about 30 minuets away form my house and walked around for 2 hours putting applications in when I happened across another restruant with a rainforest theme ;). I filled it out talked to the manager and she was talking about me only working friday nights saturday and sundays until I get my feet wet. This would be good since I'm working at a candy store mostly during week days and friday mornings! I have that interview in 45 minuets. I plan on posting (if i have time.. wonder if blogger has an android app) if I get the jobs or not. After that I might go hang out with my friends or go home and sleep.
I've had a horrible migrane since last night :( anyway .. I better go mentally prepare for my first interview. LOVE YOU GUYS!
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